"The Darkness with no veil..."

"The Darkness with no veil...."

screamin' askin' for a piece of me
demandin' a right that was never here

and i never was the peaceful scene
watchin' them stretchin' their minds,
to reach what i say & speak

drawin' those fake faces thinkin' i'm fooled
knowin' i obey only my rules
guarded with the strength of faith inside
keepin' their heads high,with their eyes down
laughin' on things they think they own
&i never laugh,never laugh with them
cause i see the truth as i see myself

so if u knocked this door today
i'll never open to u
cause if u kissed me into deep
i'll never lean to u
cause if u hold me too close
i'll never get seized

though these castles are made of glass
they can be turned into shields,
that u'll never pass or destroy

don't cry for me today,
i hate the view of tears
just stay & tell me
did i do something wrong?
when i spell the truth,
do u comprehend?
i don't lie when i say i'm evil
cause others see me darkness with no veil
cause they can conceal what i love to reveal

hold on till i reach u
all those wounds will be healed
once u believe in what i said & meant
cause this world isn't just the lie we hide
it's z truth hidden behind words u don't get

it's a piece of mystery
framed with a misery
of all those painful voices in my head

all the wings that suddnely vanished
were an illusion in their minds
so tell me
when i spell that truth,
u still do not comprehend?
that others do not lie
when they see me,
the darkness with no veil...

"I don't blame u..."

"I don't blame u..."

i don't blame a kid that woke up to breathe pain
alone in the darkness all the screamin' was in vain

tastin' the blood on her lips
all the wounds can't be fixed

i don't blame a kid for runnin' like she was hunted
with the marks of claws,she felt like wanted

i don't blame the flames i saw in her eyes
eager to taste misery of those who lied

like the doomed soul standin' dark blood over her hands coverin',
the old shape of what life has been

i don't blame a kid who was burdened
by risks that fell like mountains
thrown to hell
burned till death cause' evil has invaded,
all those roads she'll step on
contimnatin' the peace
with dark clouds of aims
cause' she is thrown to hell
tormented she is,burned till death

one voice she kept hearin'
whispers that come of no where callin'
sayin "u are not alone tonight"
"only faith will bring ur sight"

just a broken soul inside
tears are frozen in her eyes
between her jaws,imaginin them gettin' diced

have mercy lord on that child
from where i'm standin',i can see no light
only u,who can guide
lead her to safety
dear lord, my lord have mercy

"Darkest Red..."

"Darkest Red..."

Silence...
In their heads had failed,
Had failed to take over…
Cuz they try to wonder,
Who u might be?
They try to know...
That guest,
That keeps visitin’ me...
Day & night,
In dreams & memories...

They wonder about others in my life...
Some drops of ashes...is what I’ve seen in them
Nothin’ but the remains of spilt twin cups

And they say...She dances tonight
Somethin’ must have happened tonight,
The guest it must be...
And music wraps around me,
Turnin’ life to a fantasy…
Where only I remain
With taste of freedom,
Only I remained…

Oh they wonder,
The solitude of our existence...
The pain…they thought leading to me,
The sorrow…that I lead to hopelessly...

They said…
Roses sewed by mystery she wore
The Darkest red...With soft shades of light

They said…
She moved softly that night,
With her eyes sparkling to the sky…
She spoke to whispers inside,
What no one else could hear...
“Smoothly,
Leave that ground…
A sweet heaven waitin’,
Waitin’…For your steps to glow…”

Beats of my soul,
Drew my destiny…
With a belief,
In the hidden truth
In the broken arrow...Targetin’ my life,
A belief in the deepness of myself...
And where no one else could reach
Smoothly,
Smoothly she reached

"For who I am..."

"For,Who I am..."

In the darkest cover of the greedy night,
Where leaves are falling in despair
Where the memories of the unwanted past,
Swept secretly of the heart’s sight
Where you only wish to hear silence,
Pouring’ fake safety into your inside

He stalked me in my long road,
His steps cruelly crawled
With his warm breath, his arms surrounded me,
Whispers in my ears, you belong to me
Since the day you were born I’ve owned your soul,
Deceive me never; I’m your living entity

Softly captured in his chains,

While my mind worked like a drowning glare

Struggling to survive out of his curse,

I screamed I’m free &shall always be

I betray the hidden soul if i let her for thee

What you shall fear is a courageous integrity

He approached me, but no words he said

In his eyes I saw burning’ lives

Of those who have denied themselves

For, who he was, gates can never keep their walls

You only own your breath when distance keeps you apart

I fought the desire I’ve dwelled for long,

For, who he is, I felt I’m his only forbidden

Declared, faith of my destiny lies within

And only I, can defeat your enchanting beast,

Only I, unlock your secrets’ mystery

Like a serpent I’ve danced,

Feeling’ his hunger’ flames

Like demonic glow I’ve moved,

Hearing his buried sighs

Like a fantasy,

That smoothly owns your existence

For, who I was

You had to believe…

Eyes met on the blade I’ve put on his neck

The spirit of the broken vows

The story of the old cursed spell,
That slaved souls &owned lives

The symphony that once betrayed

Is mine…

For, who I am,

You shall follow my glamorous shadow

For, who I am,

You‘ve been owned for your eternity